Moments of emptiness

Hat (a sweet memory)

(Leia em português)

The time passes and leaves us more qualified of a world that drowns us in pain... more thoughtful and careful... sadder... more rational... wiser...
Today I received sad news... the decease of my grandfather... the few persons who, with short contact kept nowadays in this gray and blue sphere, more happy memories from my childhood has left me...
I passed the day reviewing in my mind… step by step... all the moments I spend in his sweet presence...
A truly magnificent person... superb... that transmitted joy to the all around him... it’s truly impressive not to remember a single moment that has left me misfortune... except only this last one... of his goodbye.
What more I can think if, for all these facts, I cannot believe in a divine benevolent omnipresence, only due such injustices continuously happen?...
His departure already was waited, but such trips, for so painful that become, never are really expected... our souls aren’t ever really prepared... Welcomed to the time... that truly helps us... erasing the edges left for rasping and helps us to accept the inevitabilities of the cycle of life...
Believing the contradictory benefits of the time, I conclude that I’ll truly feel an immense emptiness, impossible to be filled, but I wait that somewhere in time I can have his company again.